so i finally got time to post what i did the last days. there was that concert thing at brandenburger tor. i think it was the coke soundwave. but i'm not that sure anymore.haha. you guys know what happens if the sun shines bright and you drink so...for some reason i had something written on my arm and neck. weird...so back to the plot. me and a really close friend went there. the weather was perfect and the guys around were just great. we crossed holocaust where we took awesome pictures. trust me, the light is so pretty out there. i'm just sad all the time that i live so in spandau and i think about moving into my own place with a friend really soon. what do you think about that? right now i feel like moving out. so i need to talk to my parents. yesterday i was a ostbahnhof for that huuuuge market thing and it was just perfekt cause i also went to habibi where you can get the best falafel for sure. its just awesome and busy all the time. all i need after eating lunch at habibi is chilling outside what i actually did. soo some great days passed by and i'm so glad that i have fall break.
xx

today's birthdaychild

Today is my mamas birthday and you have to see how it looks like outside. it is kind of foggy right now and this is not special because i live right at the water but the sun shines so bright today. nearly in the same way my mama does shine. so my mama is not a person who celebrates her birthday really big but my grandparents will come over for a coffee and my family will go out to prenzlberg ( if someone of you already been to berlin you maybe know that place) and get some really good vietnamese food. i can't wait to spend my whole day with my family except that hours while i'm meeting a friend and go out to h&m because its sale.

new look.

lets go fall break

I'm sick. sooo sick. i have a fever right now so i'm in my bed with my baby kitten and watch stupid tv shows. Right now i'm juts wondering about love. i always thought that love has different ways but while i was talking to friends i just felt like everyone does the same. fall in love with someone who has to be changed and then after changing that person is not the one they loved once. Or they just together all the time. All decisions they do are together. i mean i am naiv sometimes but i do know that nothing is forever. sometimes it happens but not all the time. now i do feel like i'm looking for a sort of love that no one can understand or give and that makes me pretty sad right now. just my best friend, who is one of the best guys i've ever met, understands me in that way.
by making myself sure that there is no guy around who can give me what i want and is hopfully okay with what i need i just decided to stay alone. i do have friends who are around me and who give me the love i need. i also don't like people making me rules and stuff. so i'm just enjoying my teenage years.
but what do you think about love? tell me,tell me,tell me!
above you can see some pictures i took the last days out in the forrest close to my house and at the lake. hope you like it.