Freitag, 30. September 2011

lets go fall break

I'm sick. sooo sick. i have a fever right now so i'm in my bed with my baby kitten and watch stupid tv shows. Right now i'm juts wondering about love. i always thought that love has different ways but while i was talking to friends i just felt like everyone does the same. fall in love with someone who has to be changed and then after changing that person is not the one they loved once. Or they just together all the time. All decisions they do are together. i mean i am naiv sometimes but i do know that nothing is forever. sometimes it happens but not all the time. now i do feel like i'm looking for a sort of love that no one can understand or give and that makes me pretty sad right now. just my best friend, who is one of the best guys i've ever met, understands me in that way.
by making myself sure that there is no guy around who can give me what i want and is hopfully okay with what i need i just decided to stay alone. i do have friends who are around me and who give me the love i need. i also don't like people making me rules and stuff. so i'm just enjoying my teenage years.
but what do you think about love? tell me,tell me,tell me!
above you can see some pictures i took the last days out in the forrest close to my house and at the lake. hope you like it.

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